So many things running through my mind I just had to have a place to write it all down! And yet, there is NOTHING going on in my life haha.
School started up again for me last month and it’s been pretty tough. The workload is vicious and it didn’t help that I got a tooth abscess, cold, and my period within 3 weeks. It was like torture in hell for me. I seriously feel like 2010 will not be a good year for me! Now I’m feeling okay I suppose, although I did just start this new diet with this pill called Beautiful Slim Body which is supposed to work wonders. It kind of makes me tired sometimes but I’m eating less so that’s a good thing. I wish I had the motivation to start working out again though. I’ve been so super lazy and time is running out!!
Anyway, I’ve been mostly cooped up in my apartment this past month except when I have to go to class or the clinical. I really just can’t stand to be around people anymore. Even when my friends call me out it’s nice, but then there’s nothing to talk about so I just feel like an empty chair. I think I’m just so sick of this place all I really want to do is go home and be with my family. I just have to keep thinking that one day we will be together in Miami and then we can go to Disney World and just spend a nice couple months together like a real family. I miss that…
Lately I’ve been throwing myself into the world of my shows. Catching up on all the hottest shows and my favorites. Every time I see something that piques my interest I want to do something about it, like report on it or start something BIG so that people can follow me!! And then I see that someone else is already one step ahead of me and it doing it well so that I wouldn’t even stand a chance to compete. I supposedly still work for BAE & RPF but I feel like there’s nothing really to say there anymore. Occasionally I’ll do something for BAE if it’s really important to me but I’m seriously lacking at RPF which is probably why the owner never made me a co-web, but it is what it is.
Okay, getting to the point, I am to hooked on Grey’s Anatomy right now. Currently watching season 5 and still loving it. I used to not even want to touch it because I thought it was just all about the drama and nothing really medical in it, plus I’m a huge fan of House and it just felt like competition to me. But after surfing the tube and coming across a couple re-runs I was hooked and now I’m not ashamed to admit it, haha. I got my husband to watch Vampire Diairies and now he’s hooked on that. It is getting better with each episode, I must admit, the men are sexy, the storyline is good, and the drama is well-played. And of course there’s the usual slew of shows I know and love like The Big Band Theory, HIMYM, House, etc. I know I should be studying, but honestly I just need a break from reality and get lost in my shows every now and then. It’s the only way I stay sane here.
I’m very excited that I might be able to make a connection with Emily Giffin, who is a best-selling author of some of my favorite books. Her book “Something Borrowed” is being made into a movie and I thought I’d try to reach out to her and see if I could be a contact for the latest news and interviews. Just a little project I’m working on. It would be nice to start something before others do so I feel like I have some place in this internet frenzy. I don’t know why I care about it so much, but I do, even when I try not to, I do.
Okay, enough of this…